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Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan 21F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Ithu kure nalukalayi ullil undayirunnu.

Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mi 30F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Thoda man halka karaycha hota mhanun lihatey.

Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Hu 24F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.

Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Nenu 26M. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.

Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main 28F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.

Ami 18F. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.

Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Main 26F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.