Crush Confessions

Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.

Hu 21F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.

Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.

Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main 28F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.

Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan 24F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Ithu kure nalukalayi ullil undayirunnu.

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.