USA Desi Confessions

Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan 27F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.

Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.

Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main 27M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Samajh nahi aa raha kyun post kar rahi hoon, par karna zaroori laga.

Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.

Ami 26M. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Naan 24M. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. Konjam manasu light aaganum nu dhaan post panren.

Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Mi 30F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.