USA Desi Confessions

Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Naanu 28M. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Idu tumba dina inda olage ittu.

Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Naan 18F. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.

Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main 23F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Naanu 27F. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.

Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.

Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I am 33F, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.

Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Njan 34F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Ithu kure nalukalayi ullil undayirunnu.

Hu 25M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Aa ghana divas thi andar hatu.