IIT Confessions

Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Njan 29F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Konjam manassu kurayum ennu vicharichu ivide ezhuthunnu.

Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Hu 22M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.

Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Naanu 25M. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Idanna modala sala ivattu open aagi helthidini.

Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Idanna modala sala ivattu open aagi helthidini.

Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.

Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Main 19M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I am 24M, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. Maybe writing this here will help me breathe.

Nenu 34F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Idi first time nenu ila open ga cheptunna.

Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Naanu 18M. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.

Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.