Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main 34F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Bas dil halka karna tha.
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Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Main 33M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Bas dil halka karna tha.
Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan 28M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Ithu kure nalukalayi ullil undayirunnu.
Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Mi 19M aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. He khup divasapasun manat hota.
Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Hu 19M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.
Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.
Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mi 31M aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Thoda man halka karaycha hota mhanun lihatey.
Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.
Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.
Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Naan 31F. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.