Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Bas dil halka karna tha.
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Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.
Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.
Ami 26M. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.
Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Ami 30F. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Ektu mon halka kortei ekhane likhlam.
Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Naan 29F. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.
I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I am 33M, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. I have never said this out loud before.
Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.
Naan 26M. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. Konjam manasu light aaganum nu dhaan post panren.
Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Njan 19F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.