Overthinking Minds

Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Nenu 32F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.

Nenu 20M. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Main 32F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Nenu 23F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Idi first time nenu ila open ga cheptunna.

Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Konjam manasu light aaganum nu dhaan post panren.

Mi 24F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Thoda man halka karaycha hota mhanun lihatey.

Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Njan 18M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Konjam manassu kurayum ennu vicharichu ivide ezhuthunnu.

Mi 18F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main 21F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Samajh nahi aa raha kyun post kar rahi hoon, par karna zaroori laga.

Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.