Overthinking Minds

Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main 28F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Samajh nahi aa raha kyun post kar rahi hoon, par karna zaroori laga.

Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Nenu 33F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.

Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Eto khule ami age kokhono boli ni.

Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.

Mi 31M aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.

Naanu 29F. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Idu tumba dina inda olage ittu.