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Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.

Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan 23F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.

Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main 25F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Njan 18M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.

Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main 21F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Samajh nahi aa raha kyun post kar rahi hoon, par karna zaroori laga.

Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Nenu 19M. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.

Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Hu 25M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Aa ghana divas thi andar hatu.

Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi 32M aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Thoda man halka karaycha hota mhanun lihatey.

Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Nenu 20M. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.