Mallareddy Confessions

Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Nenu 20F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.

Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Ami 25M. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.

Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.

Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Njan 32M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Konjam manassu kurayum ennu vicharichu ivide ezhuthunnu.

Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.

Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.

Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi 22F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Hu 34F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Aa ghana divas thi andar hatu.

Main 27M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Samajh nahi aa raha kyun post kar rahi hoon, par karna zaroori laga.