Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Main 29M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Bas dil halka karna tha.
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Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.
Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Naanu 22M. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Idanna modala sala ivattu open aagi helthidini.
Ami 28F. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Ektu mon halka kortei ekhane likhlam.
I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.
I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.
En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Konjam manasu light aaganum nu dhaan post panren.
En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Naan 28M. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.
Naanu 18M. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Idu tumba dina inda olage ittu.
Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Nenu 19M. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.
Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Hu 20M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.