Mallareddy Confessions

Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main 27M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Samajh nahi aa raha kyun post kar rahi hoon, par karna zaroori laga.

Njan 31F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Konjam manassu kurayum ennu vicharichu ivide ezhuthunnu.

Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.

Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Idu tumba dina inda olage ittu.

Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Hu 19F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.

Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Idi first time nenu ila open ga cheptunna.

Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan 33F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Ithu kure nalukalayi ullil undayirunnu.

Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Naanu 28F. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Idanna modala sala ivattu open aagi helthidini.

Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.