Tech Company Confessions

Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main 25F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.

Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan 25M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.

Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Ami 22M. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Eto khule ami age kokhono boli ni.

Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Hu 23M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.

Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Hu 18F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Bas thodu man halka karvu hatu.

Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Main 31F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Nenu 24F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.