Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.
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Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.
Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Hu 30M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Aa ghana divas thi andar hatu.
Hu 21F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.
Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Ami 18F. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.
I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I have never said this out loud before.
I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I have never said this out loud before.
Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.
Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Nenu 25F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.
Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Njan 27F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.
Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Njan 21M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.