Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Hu 30M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bas thodu man halka karvu hatu.
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Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Eto khule ami age kokhono boli ni.
I am doing everything right on paper, but inside I feel completely lost. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I do not know why I am posting this, but I need to.
I am doing everything right on paper, but inside I feel completely lost. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I do not know why I am posting this, but I need to.
Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mi 18F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.
Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Nenu 33M. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.
En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Naan 25F. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Konjam manasu light aaganum nu dhaan post panren.
Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.
Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan 25M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.
Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan 30F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.
Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Ami 22M. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Eto khule ami age kokhono boli ni.