Dark Confessions

Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Hu 27F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Aa ghana divas thi andar hatu.

Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mi 33M aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.

Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mi 33F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Nenu 33F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

Mi 31F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.

Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Naan 30F. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.

Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Nenu 33F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.

Main 20M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.