Nenu 24F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.
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Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.
Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Hu 32M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Bas thodu man halka karvu hatu.
Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Nenu 22F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Idi first time nenu ila open ga cheptunna.
Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.
Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Main 29M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Bas dil halka karna tha.
Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi 32F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. He khup divasapasun manat hota.
Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan 30M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Konjam manassu kurayum ennu vicharichu ivide ezhuthunnu.
Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.
Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.