Delhi Confessions

Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Njan 21F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Ithu kure nalukalayi ullil undayirunnu.

Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Hu 24F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Aa pahli vaar chhe ke hu aavu khullu lakhun chhu.

Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main 31M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mi 34M aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.

Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Main 26F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan 28M. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ithu kure nalukalayi ullil undayirunnu.

Nenu 31F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Idi first time nenu ila open ga cheptunna.

Njan 24F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.