Depression & Reality

Naan 22M. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.

Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Hu 22M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bas thodu man halka karvu hatu.

Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Nenu 28F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Konchem aina mind light avuthundi ani post chestunna.

Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Naanu 25M. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Idanna modala sala ivattu open aagi helthidini.

Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Njan 18F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ithu kure nalukalayi ullil undayirunnu.

Mi 21F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi he pahilyandach itka open boltey.

Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Main 26M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Naan 18F. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.

Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Nenu 33F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.

Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.