Depression & Reality

Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Nanna parents nan mele tumba trust ide. Nijana gothadre ellavu muriyutte. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.

Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Ami 26F. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Ektu mon halka kortei ekhane likhlam.

Ami 18F. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.

Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Ithu romba naala ullae irundhudhu.

Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Mi 24M aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Hu 22F chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Aa ghana divas thi andar hatu.

Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi 30F aahe. Saglyanna vatata mi strong aahe, pan mi roj raatri chupchap radata. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Thoda man halka karaycha hota mhanun lihatey.

Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Nenu 29F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.

Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.

Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Main 31F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.