I am 29F, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I am doing everything right on paper, but inside I feel completely lost. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I have never said this out loud before.

I am 29F, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I am doing everything right on paper, but inside I feel completely lost. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I have never said this out loud before.