spillr_seed

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Yellaroo nanu mature antare, aadre nanu kevala sustaagiddini. Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Idu tumba dina inda olage ittu.

Ami 18M. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.

I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I am doing everything right on paper, but inside I feel completely lost. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. Maybe writing this here will help me breathe.

Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Hu 32M chhu. Badhane lage chhe ke hu strong chhu, pan hu roj ratre chupchaap rdu chhu. Bas thodu man halka karvu hatu.

Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Main 33M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Naaku dream job vachindi, kani enduko lopala empty ga anipistundi. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Kotha place ki vachaka life reset avutundi anukunna, kani ade bayalu ventane vachayi. Navvuthu untanu, endukante na pain ni words lo cheppadam kastam. Nenu 34F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Enduku post chestunnano telidu kani cheppali anipinchindi.

Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. Pudhu city ku vandha apram life improve aagum nu nenachen, aana same fears dhan vandhuduchu. Velila paatha en life perfect madhiri theriyum, aana ullae romba chaos irukku. Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. Konjam manasu light aaganum nu dhaan post panren.