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Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main 23F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Andaru nannu mature antaru, kani nenu ayina chala tired ga unna. Bayata chuste na life baagane untundi, kani lopala chala confusion undi. Nenu 18F. Andaru nannu strong ani anukuntaru, kani prati rathri nenu silent ga edustha. Na parents nannu chala nammutaru. Vallaki nijam teliste anni maripothayi. Nenu korukunna relationship vachindi, kani manasuki inka shanti ledu. Chuttu chala mandi unna kuda nenu chala lonely ga feel avutunna. Andariki nenu bagunnanu ani cheptanu, kani nijanga nenu bagoledu. Chala rojulu nundi idi lopala padipoindi.

Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Ami 29F. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Onekdin dhore eta buker moddhe chhilo.

Ellarum naan mature nu solraanga, aana naan just romba tired. En parents en mela romba trust vachirukkaanga. Unmai therinja ellam odanjidum. Naan venumna relationship kidaichiduchu, aana peace mattum varala. En dream job kidaichiduchu, aana manasu innum empty ah irukku. Naan ellarkittayum nalla irukken nu solren, aana nijama naan nalla illa. Naan 30M. Ellarum naan strong nu nenachikraanga, aana daily night la naan thaniya azharen. Neraya per irundhaalum naan romba lonely ah feel panren. Idhu dhaan first time naan ippadi open ah sollren.

Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Ami 22F. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Ja relationship chai chilam seta peyechi, tao mone shanti nei. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Sobai ke boli ami thik achi, kintu asole ami ekdom thik nei. Onno der moddhe thakleo khub eka lage. Eto khule ami age kokhono boli ni.

Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Lokanchya madhye asun hi mala khup ekta vatata. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Main 32M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Nayi jagah aake socha tha sab theek ho jayega, par darr saath hi aa gaya. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main 26F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Amar dream job peyechi, tao mone hoy bhitor ta puro khali. Baire theke amar life sorted mone hoy, kintu bhitore onek jhamela cholche. Ami 26M. Sobai bhabe ami khub strong, kintu prottek raat e chupchap kandi. Amar parents amar opor onek trust kore. Ora jodi sotti ta jane, sob bhenge jabe. Ektu mon halka kortei ekhane likhlam.