I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I am 32F, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I have never said this out loud before.

I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I am 32F, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I have never said this out loud before.