I am doing everything right on paper, but inside I feel completely lost. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I am 21M, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I do not know why I am posting this, but I need to.