I am doing everything right on paper, but inside I feel completely lost. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.

I am doing everything right on paper, but inside I feel completely lost. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.