I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I have never said this out loud before.

I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I have never said this out loud before.