I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. I am 32F, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I have never said this out loud before.

I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. I am 32F, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I wanted freedom so badly, and now that I have it, I do not know what to do with my life. I have never said this out loud before.