I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. Maybe writing this here will help me breathe.

I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. Maybe writing this here will help me breathe.